So yes this is my first blog and I have been thinking for awhile on what to blog about. After today I thought that this was the best one to start with. If any one knows me I WILL NOT say anything cheesy like b/c he brings me flowers and he looks in my eyes BS. I do not like love stories and will opt for an axe carrying serial killer horror movie any day over a stupid unrealistic love story so this is the start of it.
1. I have a lot of free time on my hands on my days off during the week and I do not use it wisely. I hate to be alone I have spent most of the free time in my life especially in Venezuela at home alone with nothing to do while everyone else does their own thing I am doing nothing. So with this free time I do not clean as I should I may do a bit here or there but I do not clean like I should my most adventurous time is spent at the laundromat b/c clean clothes cannot be put off. So what does this have to do with Patrick 2 things. Number one he has never bitched at me for not getting things done. He always tells me: "you get some rest take a nap its your day off you worked hard" Now this seems especially cheesy to me I wouldn't say it and I am selfish and wouldn't think it but he always does and he really cares and I know that. Number 2 I have too much time to think so I get to thinking about what my life would be like with any ex and then I realize with a big WOH that I have it sooo much better than I could have you know with a drunk or an old set in his way lawyer and a dumb body builder. Even though we don't make or have the most money at least I can talk to my husband and he cares about me. Sometimes it takes you to think about other choices for you to realize how good you have it.
2. I am annoying I know that and I know for sure that Patrick knows it. I know from the look that he gives me. For instance look at #1 I don't clean like I should I admit to that. BUT I want a clean house I just don't like to get it there especially by doing hard cleaning. He gives me the look when I'm bitching that the house is filthy and that's all he gives me. Not only does he put up with it he agrees with it and then goes in with me on my stupid ideas. For instance today kids gone for the weekend its his birthday after weeks of talking me out of pulling up the nasty stained piss scented carpet he gave in today (with the look on his face)and we started I don't want to know what was going on in his head but he gave in and we started and we made an even bigger mess than before our porch is covered in nasty carpet and padding. There is a crack in the concrete and now we get to plan on spending money that we don't have to get laminate flooring but it all goes back to the fact that he gave in to me on his birthday to do heavy work just to make me happy. And that's how he is and its just some of the million reasons that I love him, married him, had his mean but excessively gorgeous son and bought him the retarded Boston Terrier that he always wanted!
Now on to this I love Patrick, I always have since our 3rd date when I told him that and then took it back. We have had problems but I have always loved him. Long before he started working out, (which is nice very nice), with his long beard and our first years of dating having his gaggle of... kids from youth with us 24/7 I have loved him. But what makes me love him even more is when I am out with him and we see either his students or their parents compliment him and the look in their eyes that they understand that he is great just like I do That makes me love him even more. Well Happy 32nd birthday Patrick I hope it was a good one and I am sorry for the allergic sinusitis that I have caused you. I know that I gave you Bossy but I hope that you like this also!
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